You told me it was a sunshine day but there was thunderstorm hidden behind the cloud.

God knows why I'm here today.3 months passed.Time flies as the wind blows.A year before,I was throwing all sort of complains about the great Spm.It had passed for a few months ago.But now it is back to haunt us again.And perhaps it might haunt me for the rest of my life.I'm really 'thankful' that I'm gifted of 2 biggest phobia ever in my life.First,my hands and legs tremble whenever I'm taking any results.Second,everything turn upside down when I see dentist.Butterflies will be everywhere in my stomach whenever one of this occurred.The world seems spinning and topple off.

Things usually turn out to be unexpected than you expected.And that is when everything goes wrong.Sigh.Seriously,I wouldn't want to spend any single cent from my parents.I do really mind it.Dad is already 60 years old now.And I still spend his money like how's the waterfall flowing non-stop.I'm an idiotic.What a shameful daugther.I still remember how mum used to drop me off at tuition and bring me home by walking a distance of miles.And this is all for me.What damn am I if I disappoint her? Guilty and regrets.And probably they're right.I'm just an useless trash can.So I might drop A-level since I can't fullfil it and there is no point wasting money.Money is gold and time is money.

God knows whether I'm still alive tomorrow.Sighhh.
Be strong.Don't tear.



Eyes got wet.

I think fish is nice, but then I think that rain is wet, so who am I to judge?

It's been hectic everyday now.I got not much time to play.I got not much time to facebooking.I got no much time to crap.I got no much time to BLOG.
I started to hate college life which is more more tensed up.Lecturers are always squeezing you with loads of homework.And the bad thing is we have to log in our BB7 everyday to check out homework.Damn it.I hate this kind of computer job which is an abandon and unfairness to the books and papers that we're suppose to use it.Save the earth.Go green.This is all nonsense.Things are making more difficult instead of simplify our work.

There is a girl in our class starts to irritate me.She speak in a soft voice and has no patience whenever you tell her to repeat what she said.She is so passive and nobody in our class dare to near her.She's kind of living in her own world.By the way,she also called Siew Yi.Exactly the same name and behaviour of our 5Sc1 classmate,Chua Siew Yi.Still,I like our old 5Sc1's Siew Yi.
I dislike our bio lecturer.I don't know what is wrong with him.He doesn't seem to reach the age of menopause yet.Huhhh.Sigh.

Went for the driving test last monday.Finally got a legal driving license.There is no more begging people around to fetch me out or buy me supper in the middle of night.I'm going to take car key and *brooommm* drive off.
There will be a break in april.I hope to spend my holiday leisurely with fun.And after that,I might just start my real studying.I'm still in the midst now.I was keep reminiscence about my secondary life.How I wish I could just click a button and this revolve back to the past.

I'm having another two class test next week.And I still can't figure it out what thinking skill is and what is the purpose for us to learn.The subject is like so dead.@_@

Till then.



And I miss the boys.