Time to say bye for 2008.

It's the time! Today is the last day of 2008...we should enjoy it as much as possible =)
Let's hope for a better year of 2009..everything will go smoothly..
Gather all the nice memory of 2008 and cherish it before it is too late..

Oh yea...bye wei teck! He had went back to singapore today...and I would like to thanks him for giving me the present =) and I hope you will like the present too..

Sighhh...I didn't realise that school gonna reopen next week..I miss the holidays =(
I don't wanna go back to school...I rather stay at the unrealising condition..
Tonight going to countdown! I'm prepare for it :)
Bye.Till then.

Quote:A year has past...we got to be more brave to overcome any difficult matters.

An immediate dead

Wait...today is 29th?? oh..? what...? the..? heck...?
Result coming soon to send me to hell..! Oh no.....!!! Holly crap!
I'm not gonna take it!(yea yea as if I can..but if there is choice for this,I will definitely choose not taking it.)
Sighh...my biggest phobia of all is taking result..everyone knows that..no doubt on it! =D

Ok let's change the topic...I've read finish twilight and new moon! =)
But I don't really the 2nd story though...it never get my interest in it =[
And eclipse...yeah I'm coming to attach you!! I hope there's a battle between the bloodsucker and the werewolf...it might be cool!

We had a family gathering last night..grandma asked all of us for a dinner..
Because auntie hong and shuyan back from aus and auntie hoon family back from s'pore...
C'mon..why must they come back only have a big gathering?
I don't see they make it for me anyway...
The dinner cost rm475 and I don't think it is worth at all as I didn't really enjoy the dinner..
Maybe they call this as 'family warm and happiness'.
I don't feel anything of it by the way...or should I categorize myself in 'cold-blooded' group?
(hahahhaha..I'm the cold ones just like Edward Cullen!)

I'm quite annoyed by my little cousin this few days...he's getting his nerve in the love thingy on me...
But I don't think it's funny at all...by the way,he's just a 8 years old little boy.You are forgiven by this then =,= I hope he understand much more when he get a real life.
Kids.....nowadays kids can think further than you...but in a wrong way..
They don't watch Barney nor Sesame Street now..they prefer to watch the show adults like -_-''

Till here then...see you! Argghh....tomorrow is THE DAY THE EARTH FALL and not the day the earth stood still! I'm hoping I still alive tomorrow =) Bye..and good luck to all pmr candidates!


Quote:No matter how much you sacrifice,you will never fulfill completely what you want.

I can hear the Santa is calling me.....!

25th is the Christmas day!! I love Christmas! Especially all those surroundings!
Yesterday,we were gathered at Station 1 Cafe...There was 7 of us..
Chris,Pei Nee,Jie Yee,Mei Fen,Gladys,Tong and of course ME........!!
Mei Fen was pulling me all the way!! I don't know what's wrong with her....I guess her brain nerve connected wrong too much!

Then,there was a guy selling DVD...I bought a DVD movie and gave him rm50..
He thought I was giving tips to him... This guy kinda crazy! Hello?? I want to give tips also not him! =,=
Chris was so scare of him and finally she gone to my side to sit...hahahaha
So the guy went off after I pay him....*phewww* relieved! Pray hard that the guy don't exist anymore!

Then we play poker card...Mei Fen brought the decks..
We play a game call 'bluff game'? Don't know what the heck it is called...
But I think the game was nice coz Mei Fen was losing at the end!! Hahahaha she get so mad and drop all her cards there...and quit the game! hahahahha yeah hi-5 guys!!

Ok it was 10.30pm..everyone was ready to head their way back for home!
Guess what? The bill was rm162......!! Which fellow eat so much and never pay the exact amount??
So me and Chris had to pay more at the end of it! @_@

Bye..I'm posting till here for today =)

Merry berry cherry blueberry raspberry strawberry cranberry Christmas to everyone!! (hahahahaha my big bro asked me to write this stupid quote...he said this sounds more fruity xD)

Oh ya...!! I want to have Uncle Santa moustache for my xmas present! And his smelly socks too ^^


Since when did this pic appear in my phone? She always took away my phone and capture her pic in it and force me to put it in my wallpaper @_@



Ok she's obviously trying to add some cuteness in it...but I don't think it works :D

Tagged by wu gui mei

Three name that friends call you:
-gcy leng chai
-lao gong(this is nonsense =,=)
-chao ah gua(which means smelly ass...this is call by wu gui mei.)

Three most important date in your life:
-28 october(the day when a cute baby born in this world xD)
-18 august(yeah...it's leo ku birthday =))
-31 dec

Three things you've done in the last 33 minutes:
-chat with classmates
-msn with bro
-listen songs

Three ways to be happy:
-listen songs
-do whatever I want
-bang my things all around?(I never do this before..I should try it somedays.)

Three of your favourite songs as of now:
-Suppermassive black holes-Muse
-If I were a boy-Beyonce
-Loving more and more-Fei Lun Hai new album

Three of your favourite hobby:
-watch videos
-listen songs
-reading twilight sequel =)

Three places you want to go for vacation:
(This is a good question!)
-Hong Kong(I dream to go for hk so much!!)
-England(Wish get to visit my two brothers there...)
-Iceland

Three favourite cartoon/anime characters:
-Shin Chan!!
-Kim Possible
-Totally Spies(I know this sounds childish but I love it! =D)

Three malls you usually go to:
-Mid valley
-Bukit Tinggi JJ's
-Bukit Raja JJ's(Don't mistaken..I'm not a fan of jusco xD)

Three favourite drinks:
-Pepsi
-Rootbeer
-Sprite

Three things found in your bag:
-Books
-Calculator
-Pencil case

Three favourite colors:
-black
-white
-blue

Top three people to hangout with:
-tong
-wu gui mei
-my lao bu xD(mei fen)

Top three foods you love so much:
-KFC!!!!!!!!!!!
-Japanese food
-Steamboat

Top three things special to you:
-My family always the first
-Friends
-Ownself?

Top three atitudes you like:
-humor
-mad
-surprise

Three things you will be doing tomorrow:
-do grace tay homework
-do house chores
-cook rice

Three reasons you answer this survey:
-force by wu gui mei =,=
-too free
-???

Three person you want to tag:
-wu gui mei can? ><
-leng lui yung
-karene

Exhausted yet still lovin it.

I had 6 hours and 30 mins of classes today...
One of it was add maths class which took almost 4 hours and 30 mins..
As usual,mr low crapping his own jokes..I don't know why he sounds so gay for me =/
And today I was actually sitting at behind..I can't see the board at all! (ok I admit I was short..but the ppl who sitting in front of me really sucks..she keep blocking my way!)
Then mr low saw me struggling at there...he asked me to sit in front..but I ignore him.
And he took the people's book in front of me and asked her to sit in front...
Awww...I feel so bad for her >.< lols

Yeah my needle watch strike at 5.40!! There goes....we went back to home!
Inside the car while going home,my dad suddenly told me that we're going mid valley to accompany my cousin which just came back from Australia with her shopping...
'What the heck...?? Come on...give ya a break!'
6.30 pm....went off from home again.We fetch my cousin and aunt to mid valley..
I was reading 'New Moon' in the car...and my cousin(which is 'she') saw me reading it and she asked couple of questions non stop =,= lol she seems so excited about the story..
I was really quite embarrassing talking with her...U know Europeans speak their language so swiftly and fast...as swift as lightning? Okay at least I manage to catch some words from her =)

I only get to take my dinner at 8pm...that was really starving like Ethiopia's people!
Went to gurney drive ate char kuey teow...
Then,we start the 'girl shopping'...We went in to a shop..I guess the shop name is 'top man'?
The clothes there were absolutely killing people's life! 1 shirt cost you almost rm399? and only 30% discount? shit...I'm going out of it.Left my mum,aunt and cousin there...
The 2nd shop we went in was Zara..I realise all the shop that my cousin went in was highly branded and expensive =,= girls really like to shop huh? except me? (special case =D)
It's no doubt that the clothes there are really under the expectation of my pocket money..
Of course,I'm not buying it =)
Walk and walk and walk....went in to MNG shop..finally,cousin manage to buy a shirt which cost rm??? I don't really remember the price..

PoooOOooff...!! Get our butt home at 10.30pm! Yeahoo!! I can rest finally!
But I didn't decide to rest..I blogged this.. =) I realise I didn't blog for so long..so might as well take this chance and blog before I don't get any posting.
So is it enough to post till here? I'm sorry if I didn't fulfill your favor =D
Yeah get your ears flip up and listen to 'Supermassive Black Hole' by Muse..a song that some sort of waying too cool :) Bye......!

Quote:The choice you make is the decision of your future.

My pillow's dead

Seriously,I don't really like people touch my pillow...My dad took my pillow for some 'sun burn' when I was away..

And I had to sleep with the sunlight smell that sticks on my pillow..I dislike those smell!

It's ok if it bring to wash...but not burning under the sunlight.

We went to sunway pyramid yesterday for some shopping since CNY is coming soon...

Guess what? We walked for 2 hours and yet we didn't got anything..just brought our ass home =)

Owwh don't ever ask me out for a window shopping..I'm definitely sucks in it.

I'm a bad window shopper >.<

Having a terrible class today...we had Mr.Sugu class for account.I don't really get into what Mr.Sugu taught us today.Everyone in class was yawning? We were more like in history lesson more than account lesson.I guess Sunday is not a good day for class =)

Dad told me he will be attending his friend's son wedding on next weekend..

He's busy attending people's wedding recently in this few weeks...

I asked him:"You are busy attending people wedding huh? Then can I know when's your eldest son getting marry? You are too old being a grandfather if your son marry at the age of 30."

He replied:"......................." he just kept silence there.hahahahahaha!

I drank starbucks again today...I guess I'm totally addicted into coffee =S

That's all for today....adeeus! Oh yeah listen to the song 'If I were a boy' by beyonce..it sounds nice :)

Quote:Risk your brave,

Risk your action,

But not your fear.

Sunway Pyramid is a nice place to spend Christmas huh?

There's a match yesterday...they play it so well =)

Steamed rice chicken with sausages and a glass of sparking red apple which suit my tongue =D

There is good news and bad news

The good news is fei lun hai released new album yesterday! =) their new song sounds pretty cool~
I'm thinking whether to attend their concert for next year since they change the date to next year march...
And I already get more and more into the twilight storybook =D it keep attach to me! nice cool!

The bad news is my aunt having operation next year...I was told by my mum that her neck got cyst..have to cut it..sigghhhh last year which is my mum got operate...and this year my second aunt got operate too..next year is my small aunt turn #.#
I guess next two years is my turn?

That's all for my posting today...I learn a Portuguese word yesterday..adeeus! bye see ya =)

Quote:All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.

My mum did this 'robot pot' in her garden...I gave her some idea too =)

Another tag -__-

This is tagged by wu gui mei....
Let's start it!

What Were You Doing 5 Years Ago?
Of course no more sucking milk! play barbie doll? NO!!(I will never touch it.) If I'm not wrong,I guess I was playing blocks?

What Were The 5 Things On Your To Do List Today(9 December 2008)?
-sleep for 9 hours
-went for tuition
-watch tv
-onlines(as it is I'm blogging now.)
-went out to speedmart to get some stuff

What Are 5 Snacks That You Enjoy?
This question suits me! As I'm in pro in this! hahahaha
-Jack&Jill(especially chilli salsa..I just bought it today xD)
-Twisties(barbeque flavour!)
-Roller Coaster(barbeque flavour too!)
-Chac Chaos
-Pringles

What Are 5 Things That You Do If You Were Billionaire :
-donate it for the needs
-give some of it to my family
-travel everywhere!
-buy things that I wanted it so much
-and the left save it for myself =)

What Are 5 Jobs You've Had :
-being a 'mpk' in house
-husband of 10 wifes(which I have already divorced them...yet they don't know anything xD)
-being wu gui ge ge
-being wu chun and leo ku?
-oh yea being a full time servant for my bro!(I still remember those days which he always order me to do this and that and I will get the pay =))

Who Are 5 Persons You Want To Tag :
-kareneee
-milo mico
-leng lui yung
-man yee
-leo ku(really hope he can tagged by me =D)

I did know a new thing

Ok I found out that leo ku actually has a godson...well his liver has some prob..so leo ku took him as godson in 2001..he's 14 years old by the way.
Never know leo ku is so kind-hearted ^^ can I be his godchild too? =P
I read a new about him yesterday..It's about people is putting his potrait for advertising funeral service! Wth? Is leo ku dead now? Who's so foolish? Make such a ridiculous and balderdash news!!

Yesterday I went to mei fen's dad shop to take her twilight book..There's so many rules of lending her book! #%#^%$^&%&*^(*@# LOL!!
Firstly,can't open the book more than 7cm...
Secondly,must lie down when reading the book =,=
Third,can bring out the book since I always spoilt things easily >.< (yea..I admit this.)
Hahahaha...thanks to her anyway! =D

Today we had account class...I reached there early..So I went into Star Bookstore to read comics xP
We have been told that there's 3 hours extra class on this sunday...(well,mr.sugu mad? insane? crazy? nerve brain problem?)
Yeah my needle watch points at 4.20pm! Time to get our butt off from class....poooff*
I was sweating like hell when I walk back to home...the 'grandfather sun' was shinning heavily towards me!

My dad is nuts of watching video nowadays...he's currently watching TVB drama 'Moonlight Resonance'.It is okay for me...but the TV volume is uncontrolled!! I can even heard the voice from my room #_#
That's all for now...see ya! =)

Quote:If you can't see the bright side of life, polish the dull side.

Milo King!

That's the first word my parents said to me when I woke up this morning...
Huhh huh? Mum said that 'Did you know u drank 3 cups of milo yesterday?(which is 400ml a cup?)
Ohh? I said ' Is it?? I never knew about it.' hahaha..i drank a cup in the morning...then i drank another large cup which is 700ml at the night...and I actually order a milo ice-cream .__.//
And the thing was.....I don't even realise it!
My dad came over and asked me 'Did you drank the 4 packets of milo in the fridge?'
O__o *winks* poooff *run*

Yesterday physic class was like....wth mr.moay crapping around? I don't even understood what he taught...faiq beside me and told 'Woi apa ni? Langsung entah apa-apa cikgu cakap ni.' lols!
Hey I'm not a good physician...wondering what mr.moay's brain make from! Is it a part from albert einstein? Couldn't be...coz albert einstein had frizzy boomy hair...but mr.moay doesn't!

Jade Solid Gold charts out...linda chung got the first..She said that she have the confidence having the award...mmm ok her song was quite well.. But is it not fair new comers get an award?
Of course i'm going for leo ku since he's good in JSG songs...=) linda chung and raymond lam? Wait for next time! Your all have the chance =D

Post till here....don't blame me if I didn't post for some time ><
The laziness surrounds me! hahahaha ^-^

Quote:Life is 10% of what you make and 90% percent how you take it!

Back to blogging!

Yeahh yeah...I'm back to blogging...hahaha it's actually wu gui mei asked me to tag...so i'm thinking back to blog then =) lazy to type...hahas!
tagged time...!

1.What is your club?
club? fans club? gcy club then ^^ feel free to join!

2.Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
hmm...if she's pretty enough? lol

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
Sometimes...depends on what to do in school.

4.What would you do with a bliion dollars?
Donate it to the poors =) and the left save it for myself.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
insane? if it is,i will fall in love with a tortoise? that's not!

6.Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?
if i have the chance =)

7.List out your favourite band.
Fahrenheit? mm....one republic!

8.If the person you like is secretly attached,what would you do?
Same answer...if i have the chance =)

9.Is there anything has made you extremely happy?
Having princess hours 2 and smiling pasta 2? (which is both i wanted it to sequel so much..but it doesn't :( )

10.What makes you angry?
Ppl bothering me while i sleeping..especially my mum always did that =,=

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
err...smiling to myself?

12.Who is currently most important people to you?
Family and friends =)

13.What is the most important thing in your life?
My bed...which i can only sleep on it!

14.Would rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Same answer too...if i have the chance =)

15.What are your favourite colours?
Black and white...(coz it represent past and future.)

16.Would you give all in a relationship?
hahaha...yea if i have the chance too.

17.If you fall in love with 2 people simutaneously,who would you pick?
o.O i never fall in love with ppl at this moment...no need answer right? xP

18.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
come on...i'm an easy going person.

19.What do you want to tell the person you love?
hmm...don't love me?

20.What are you doing now?
tagging this 20 questions lar!...and chatting with wu gui mei xD hmm listening songs~

21.The 5 people which gonna do the quiz is:
-wu gui mei xD (gladys sim)
-mico ? (birthday girl )
-sxiaodragons (leng lui?)
-leo ku? (err he also got blogging lar XD)
-lam fung? (hahahah....!)

yeapp!! i've finish my tag...! yoohoo!! hahahah..chaoz...!

Quote:There's impossible to possible and also possible to impossible..(think of the quote if u couldn't understand =) )

Bravo!

Firstly,my com went for some treatment for 9 days..some sort the com burst ==
It burst twice in front me duh..hate this com! should get a better 1!
The 1st day of school after holiday was kinda sucky..we got our result and OMG!!
I got b for my sc and kh -__-// damn the heck? I most anti kh this subject!
And our open day is on next saturday..gosh I won't ask my parents to take it!(if i can do it)
Teacher said she will only let us know our position when parents taking..well that's so funny.of course not!!If my result wasn't good,I think the whole ppl of the sch will be looking around watching my mum scolding..(probably chasing me wif a knife)

So did yesterday mei fen(as she called herself as leng lui)ask me for arm wrestling..
haha guess wad?who won? ME!!!Ya she is bigger size than me..but aik don't look down on me..I have stronger muscle and more energy! =)
Today pj's period was kinda unusual?I wore a pj shirt inside and wore my white shirt outside..
It gives me a kinda cool look..xD they said it was cool..and tong bet wif me that if I wore that in pj's, she will give me 2 bucks.Yes I did it of course!I wore it all around and chris ask me to take it off and she will give me 5 bucks ~_~ haha but I am betting wif tong!
Yea I get the 2 bucks..so tong don't simply bet wif me ok? haha bet u lose till drop!

Officially,leo ku had publish 2 new song!mandarin song!nice right?
haha yeap..ok I am going off now..chaos! hope I won't heart attack after I take my result+-+

Miss u China!

I'm back here last Sunday on 4 am morning...quite feeling tired duh..
Wad can I say? China is a big place..there is a poor and rich place.

I'm quite pity some of the children there begging around for money..

Malaysian children are so lucky..the government here will reach out their hands whenever the poor needs..but China? China is so big...how's the government can help?

And I proud of China people there! why?coz they have teamwork! they help each other..

I present them a clap!

Well,the 1st day we reach Hangzhou was about 10.30pm?Everyone was so exhausted..

Then we went to the hotel and just slept on it..I love this hotel bathroom!It was nice!

The 2nd day,we rush to Shanghai...we sat for almost 5 hours++...ahh my butt going to burst!

I'm so impressed of the Shanghai's building...really nice and cool!love it!We went for Shanghai-Tan.A lot of people there playing and resting...wad a nice place for me if I stay there =)

I forget where we went on 3rd day...=.="" but we went for climbing on 4th day!

'Yellow Mountain' as it called.We climbed it under the rain! awww that's so awful....BUT it was a nice experience for me.We climbed for like about 5 hours? difficult right?yeah it is..

Got an old uncle as we call him as 'young man'...haha he was so funny and cute xD

I hope I have a grandfather like him..but too bad my grandfather pass away before I was born=(

Got a bloody hotel as me and bro called...the toilet door all transparent! how are we gonna bath like this? == damn the CEO of this hotel! I saw an advertise paper wrote there 'Prevent AIDS,use condem' at a hotel.Well their 'condem' spell it wrong -_- we joke around the condom thingy! hahahas...

Ok...China was some kind fun..my next destination is on Hong Kong!!! I am going for it! =D

Well lots of folio and homework waiting for me...I didn't even touch it.*dead*

take care guys! at last,I pay all my condolence and sympathy for the Szechuan people!

donate some money for them guys!!

haha wasn't thie girl good in acting? ^^

this is the place where the curse of golden flower filming at!

I love this building!! cool right?

Hurray!!!

Yeah today's is the last day for mid year exam!! we have sivik test for today..
U know wad?they ask us to draw Mother's day card..== I draw it so lousily.....
Tomorrow we are celebrating Teacher's day at our school..ahhh i will vote for Miss Tan for the prettiest teacher!! ^-^
I will be not here on this Saturday till next Sunday...gone for the China trip..
Will miss u guys a lot!! hope I will be back here safely..=]

Hmm..should I say anything before I go..? I scare I will miss the chance..hope not so =)
and hoping pinchy can go sunway pyramid!! ahhhhhhhh....!!! @_@
see u guys soon!! miss lots of u!! ^^ buhbyes....

Exam Sick!!

Long time didn't update my blog..so sorry for it =(
I have been stressful for 2 weeks just for the exam!! yet still have 3 days to go..sighh
I'm going to do some achievement to show for my parents!
That bloody sejarah was so damn difficult ~_~// pn.sharifah said it was easy..(lie)

Big bro going to back at 17th May 12 midnight..swt should I excited about it?
I hope I won't quarrel with him when he's back..I will just let him whatever he want.
We will go a family trip at China for 8 days during this mid term holiday!! yeah!!(but so sad that second bro can't make it due to his exam in overseas.if not,I'm going to argue with him along the trip! haha=))

Ok gotta go now! will update soon after my exam =D got to pressurelize my brain now!
Love all! >gcy<

Sighhh...

Last Saturday,we 2a last year classmates went for our teacher,Pn.Parimala's son birthday party.
It held at KEC.Ok of course I'm gonna wear till very formal and not too casual.
Hmm guess what?They said I kinda have a same look of LK.hahahah!!
So,we eat eat and play play.I almost finish up the food.My friend saw it and said:'Kinda worth bringing you to eat buffet ya! haahaha'.
Then they dance dance till so mad =.=" and they push me inside to the dance too..@__@
I have been pushed by them inside the crowd!ahhhhh....help~!


Yesterday,me and tong went for the gmath competition at shahbandaraya school.
I lose!!!!almost in for the final!because of the small little kwang hua boy!grrrr.....!!!
Only get to the semi final...awww =( too bad.and tong only get to 2nd round.so,me and her split for the competition.she gone for the other table and me too.then she lose at the 2nd round.aiks..


Anyway,I have learn something in the compete.Practise make perfect!I must practise more to achieve a good result!Remember!Rome cannot build in one day! =]

Hey ya! wassup?

Hey yea! long time no see..is been april fool's day.
I went to school and the first thing is fool everyone around!
Is kinda nice and almost all my classmates get fool by me!!
hahas..but another fooling me is the exam result..
I was like kinda unbelievable when i saw it..is it april fool?NOT AT ALL!!

1/4/2008 I have set a determination on that day..i will work hard more than people..
I realise i can't play anymore..is time for the engine start.
So let's go guys! get ready for it!! ^^

Gone sick @__@

Hey ya! Long time no see !! Wassup?
Aiks..no time to update..paiseh yea..
Having exam and sick this few weeks..wad a bad month for me..
Yea april is coming!! APRIL FOOL!!!! =))

Another sad case is my result is dropping..haizzz =[
Wonder wad happen to me huh..
Friends and I went to play basketball last week..
Actually, I was getting burn by the sun..
When I got home,I felt headache..the next next day,really have fever DUH!!
Dad brought me to clinic..and the doctor said my body temperature had rise up to 38.4c!!

Really have a bad day duh..my head going to explode on that moment..
I felt hot and mad!! The doctor gave me antibiotic pills..
That medicine had a sucks taste duh!! Felt disgusting zzz...

Ok got to go! see ya!! =)

JERKS!

Totally JERKS!!
Hate holidays the most !!
I have such a jerks family..and well friends do too.
I wouldn't want to stay inside the hell and suffer without any reason.
They totally wouldn't understand you..

Your hurt might be much..but my hurt is can't be COUNTED at all!!
You can cure the hurt by itself..disappearing from 1 day to 1 day.
But my hurt couldn't be cure..no medicine for it.
It will only become a mountain that full of hatred.And it will explode one day.

What I can do is only to medicate you..But is your decision whether you want to accept my medication.Okay don't wanna say much..that's all.

The Day When The Sky Falls

Am i dead? not fully yet..but going to.An immediate dead.
The thing that we want are always can't demanded.
People do always complain and demand what they want.That is called 'People'.

This week is totally peace..yea peace but I am 'pissed off '.
Parents now are request more than us.What they want from us actually?
For our own good? Nah..totally-of-course NAH.
The words from the mouth isn't true.Is the thought in your heart.


Whatever,whenever,whichever,however or whoever parents utter are always-do and right.
The children can't speak out any words.And they will nod and said 'yes'.
We have the right to say! We should argue against when we think we are right.(of course it doesn't involve any illegal acts.)


In the addition,they always have high expectation on us.Pressurize us.
They want it everything be 100% perfect from us.Is normal but they can't think of our effort.
We will think of the day when the sky falls upon us.
Okay,not much to say..Just be youself ! Nobody can obstruct you unless you are the one
who want to give up!

A smile of them

14th February is a day which a couple go out together..spending time together..etc dating,kissing,whatever they do..some might propose their girlfriend.On the other side, yesterday is also the day of 'pai ti kong'(the day which every hokkien people pray on that day).


Of course i went to grandma house to pray..dad wouldn't want to go actually..but i force him to go.He scare grandma anger have not alleviate.When we reached there,i thought there must be a lot of teases flying around your ears.But is not as bad as i think..is much better.I guess grandma has relieve her anger(maybe she menopause or poor memory lolx).


There is about 10 months i didn't visit grandma house although her house is quite near from us.
I was busy helping them with the stuffs..and i saw my cousin who is 3 years old was running away from me.He was so scare of me..awww he's so shy.Non denying i really like to bother him.He's such abashed and cute ><


Later,another two cousin of mine were lecturing me(guess their age? 7 and 9 years old).Surprise ? Although they can't think more developed,yet they still have some further view.I do really impressed of them..(but sometimes they do really naughty too).Can't believe that i can actually talk with them is just like chatting with same age friends.You can see a smile carving on them.I felt happy and have bliss.I will do anything to see their smiles again.Is really worth for it..


Kids are really wise..they have nothing to worry about.They won't have any wrong understanding with each other.Unlike teenagers or adults..we do have a lot of things to apprehensive.We must apply the courageous inside our heart to face everything..If can, who will like to face the world ? I guess everyone may want to hide underneath inside a hole and just go through their lives..(might not everyone..but i will do that).


Ok..that's all from now.Man always not satisfy what they want..We're the man do Always-and never-give-up in achieving our desire.Nobody is perfect..keep on trying..! =) see ya around ! Adios !

Prosperous of Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is suppose a happy day for me..but this year is totally different.I have went back to my village in Kuala Pilah,Negeri Sembilan.There is a lot of arguement when we back to there..my grandma starts to crticise my mum.I really no idea to doubt it..but i still received a lot of ANG POW'S !!


On 9th feb 10 p.m, my aunt called..she said that grandma(mother side)had angry..we called it as 'fa lan zha'.She said that we didn't care of her feeling...but she shouldn't blame all to my dad.It's not my dad fault actually..we don't know that she thinks that way..well maybe our thinking not same as her thinking.Ok i won't blame it..i know sometimes old people do really small hearted(xiu hei) because they thought of their children will dump her after they have their own family.No...that's not right ! We care of their feeling too !!



Officially,i knew that my mum will surely critic me when my aunt's and uncle back..she did really say a lot of bad thing about me.I don't understand why must she say that to her own daughter ? Which parents would like to jeer at their own children ? I do sometimes think 'Am i really a daughter of hers? or i picked up from somewhere else ?' No idea about it...my family members are really good in 'judging' people..looking down at someone huh ? yea..


I have asked the God for many times...does God send me to a wrong place ? should i emerge in this world ? my present may bear trouble to others ? if it is, i will try not to exist here and away from it.This world is full of obstacle..i would want to be hiding under my blanket and try not to face the barrier.Left my soul behind there and let it be anywhere it could...Ya, few months have gond and come a year had past..now i do realise didn't encounter him for so long...might not have any 'yun fan'.let the God decide it then..


Okays..is getting late now.My school homework is just aplenty of it !! see ya ! oh yea this is my first blog..hope you all do leave some comments for it..thanks ! wish you all best of the best in everything !