Am i dead? not fully yet..but going to.An immediate dead.
The thing that we want are always can't demanded.
People do always complain and demand what they want.That is called 'People'.
This week is totally peace..yea peace but I am 'pissed off '.
Parents now are request more than us.What they want from us actually?
For our own good? Nah..totally-of-course NAH.
The words from the mouth isn't true.Is the thought in your heart.
Whatever,whenever,whichever,however or whoever parents utter are always-do and right.
The children can't speak out any words.And they will nod and said 'yes'.
We have the right to say! We should argue against when we think we are right.(of course it doesn't involve any illegal acts.)
In the addition,they always have high expectation on us.Pressurize us.
They want it everything be 100% perfect from us.Is normal but they can't think of our effort.
We will think of the day when the sky falls upon us.
Okay,not much to say..Just be youself ! Nobody can obstruct you unless you are the one
who want to give up!
Friday, February 22, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
A smile of them
14th February is a day which a couple go out together..spending time together..etc dating,kissing,whatever they do..some might propose their girlfriend.On the other side, yesterday is also the day of 'pai ti kong'(the day which every hokkien people pray on that day).
Of course i went to grandma house to pray..dad wouldn't want to go actually..but i force him to go.He scare grandma anger have not alleviate.When we reached there,i thought there must be a lot of teases flying around your ears.But is not as bad as i think..is much better.I guess grandma has relieve her anger(maybe she menopause or poor memory lolx).
There is about 10 months i didn't visit grandma house although her house is quite near from us.
I was busy helping them with the stuffs..and i saw my cousin who is 3 years old was running away from me.He was so scare of me..awww he's so shy.Non denying i really like to bother him.He's such abashed and cute ><
Later,another two cousin of mine were lecturing me(guess their age? 7 and 9 years old).Surprise ? Although they can't think more developed,yet they still have some further view.I do really impressed of them..(but sometimes they do really naughty too).Can't believe that i can actually talk with them is just like chatting with same age friends.You can see a smile carving on them.I felt happy and have bliss.I will do anything to see their smiles again.Is really worth for it..
Kids are really wise..they have nothing to worry about.They won't have any wrong understanding with each other.Unlike teenagers or adults..we do have a lot of things to apprehensive.We must apply the courageous inside our heart to face everything..If can, who will like to face the world ? I guess everyone may want to hide underneath inside a hole and just go through their lives..(might not everyone..but i will do that).
Ok..that's all from now.Man always not satisfy what they want..We're the man do Always-and never-give-up in achieving our desire.Nobody is perfect..keep on trying..! =) see ya around ! Adios !
Of course i went to grandma house to pray..dad wouldn't want to go actually..but i force him to go.He scare grandma anger have not alleviate.When we reached there,i thought there must be a lot of teases flying around your ears.But is not as bad as i think..is much better.I guess grandma has relieve her anger(maybe she menopause or poor memory lolx).
There is about 10 months i didn't visit grandma house although her house is quite near from us.
I was busy helping them with the stuffs..and i saw my cousin who is 3 years old was running away from me.He was so scare of me..awww he's so shy.Non denying i really like to bother him.He's such abashed and cute ><
Later,another two cousin of mine were lecturing me(guess their age? 7 and 9 years old).Surprise ? Although they can't think more developed,yet they still have some further view.I do really impressed of them..(but sometimes they do really naughty too).Can't believe that i can actually talk with them is just like chatting with same age friends.You can see a smile carving on them.I felt happy and have bliss.I will do anything to see their smiles again.Is really worth for it..
Kids are really wise..they have nothing to worry about.They won't have any wrong understanding with each other.Unlike teenagers or adults..we do have a lot of things to apprehensive.We must apply the courageous inside our heart to face everything..If can, who will like to face the world ? I guess everyone may want to hide underneath inside a hole and just go through their lives..(might not everyone..but i will do that).
Ok..that's all from now.Man always not satisfy what they want..We're the man do Always-and never-give-up in achieving our desire.Nobody is perfect..keep on trying..! =) see ya around ! Adios !
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Prosperous of Chinese New Year
Chinese New Year is suppose a happy day for me..but this year is totally different.I have went back to my village in Kuala Pilah,Negeri Sembilan.There is a lot of arguement when we back to there..my grandma starts to crticise my mum.I really no idea to doubt it..but i still received a lot of ANG POW'S !!
On 9th feb 10 p.m, my aunt called..she said that grandma(mother side)had angry..we called it as 'fa lan zha'.She said that we didn't care of her feeling...but she shouldn't blame all to my dad.It's not my dad fault actually..we don't know that she thinks that way..well maybe our thinking not same as her thinking.Ok i won't blame it..i know sometimes old people do really small hearted(xiu hei) because they thought of their children will dump her after they have their own family.No...that's not right ! We care of their feeling too !!
Officially,i knew that my mum will surely critic me when my aunt's and uncle back..she did really say a lot of bad thing about me.I don't understand why must she say that to her own daughter ? Which parents would like to jeer at their own children ? I do sometimes think 'Am i really a daughter of hers? or i picked up from somewhere else ?' No idea about it...my family members are really good in 'judging' people..looking down at someone huh ? yea..
I have asked the God for many times...does God send me to a wrong place ? should i emerge in this world ? my present may bear trouble to others ? if it is, i will try not to exist here and away from it.This world is full of obstacle..i would want to be hiding under my blanket and try not to face the barrier.Left my soul behind there and let it be anywhere it could...Ya, few months have gond and come a year had past..now i do realise didn't encounter him for so long...might not have any 'yun fan'.let the God decide it then..
Okays..is getting late now.My school homework is just aplenty of it !! see ya ! oh yea this is my first blog..hope you all do leave some comments for it..thanks ! wish you all best of the best in everything !
On 9th feb 10 p.m, my aunt called..she said that grandma(mother side)had angry..we called it as 'fa lan zha'.She said that we didn't care of her feeling...but she shouldn't blame all to my dad.It's not my dad fault actually..we don't know that she thinks that way..well maybe our thinking not same as her thinking.Ok i won't blame it..i know sometimes old people do really small hearted(xiu hei) because they thought of their children will dump her after they have their own family.No...that's not right ! We care of their feeling too !!
Officially,i knew that my mum will surely critic me when my aunt's and uncle back..she did really say a lot of bad thing about me.I don't understand why must she say that to her own daughter ? Which parents would like to jeer at their own children ? I do sometimes think 'Am i really a daughter of hers? or i picked up from somewhere else ?' No idea about it...my family members are really good in 'judging' people..looking down at someone huh ? yea..
I have asked the God for many times...does God send me to a wrong place ? should i emerge in this world ? my present may bear trouble to others ? if it is, i will try not to exist here and away from it.This world is full of obstacle..i would want to be hiding under my blanket and try not to face the barrier.Left my soul behind there and let it be anywhere it could...Ya, few months have gond and come a year had past..now i do realise didn't encounter him for so long...might not have any 'yun fan'.let the God decide it then..
Okays..is getting late now.My school homework is just aplenty of it !! see ya ! oh yea this is my first blog..hope you all do leave some comments for it..thanks ! wish you all best of the best in everything !
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