You told me it was a sunshine day but there was thunderstorm hidden behind the cloud.

God knows why I'm here today.3 months passed.Time flies as the wind blows.A year before,I was throwing all sort of complains about the great Spm.It had passed for a few months ago.But now it is back to haunt us again.And perhaps it might haunt me for the rest of my life.I'm really 'thankful' that I'm gifted of 2 biggest phobia ever in my life.First,my hands and legs tremble whenever I'm taking any results.Second,everything turn upside down when I see dentist.Butterflies will be everywhere in my stomach whenever one of this occurred.The world seems spinning and topple off.

Things usually turn out to be unexpected than you expected.And that is when everything goes wrong.Sigh.Seriously,I wouldn't want to spend any single cent from my parents.I do really mind it.Dad is already 60 years old now.And I still spend his money like how's the waterfall flowing non-stop.I'm an idiotic.What a shameful daugther.I still remember how mum used to drop me off at tuition and bring me home by walking a distance of miles.And this is all for me.What damn am I if I disappoint her? Guilty and regrets.And probably they're right.I'm just an useless trash can.So I might drop A-level since I can't fullfil it and there is no point wasting money.Money is gold and time is money.

God knows whether I'm still alive tomorrow.Sighhh.
Be strong.Don't tear.



Eyes got wet.