Everyday is a struggle and everyday is just another battle.

It has been some time since I logged in here, well, I shall say it's a long time. Shall update myself then.
Which part of world am I in now? Those place where you only see trees and grass and bunch of wooden house and also a hill with a lovely sun-rise-and-set view. Yes, it's a small town called semenyih. I don't know and have no idea why they choose to place uni there. I have no choice but to come back every week because the bloody cafeteria is closed during weekends and I have no car. I'm in a half way of succeeding to persuade my dad to let me to drive during 2nd year. If not, soon I'll become a rotten egg which decompose in an infertile soil.

It's not easy. That's why most of the people advise to us to be tough and resilient no matter what. I dont know, I guess my passion is not as ample as others. My path is still fuzzy with a thick charcoal smoke.
Two more months and we will be having our summer holiday. And it will be not a break,instead, I guess I have to work with jerry again to adapt myself with community environment. After that, off to aus for 2 weeks to attend shu yan's wedding and travel with relatives. Guess it will be a huge wedding,after all, shu yan is the first one in the family to get marry. Aunt was suggesting me to be her bridesmaid but it seems like I gotta fit into a gown -_- Well will see then.

Back to square one. Uni life is not good as I predicted. But overall,the people there is still okay. Got a few crazy friends that debate over my lame jokes. And I'm still unbeatable overall :D
3 more years to go. Not a lengthy nor a short time.
It's 2am now and fb chat keep notify non stop. Guess have to reply there and halt this post now. Till then.

Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools.

The sudden urge of writing something.

Started a working life.It is the first time dealing with people outside without guidance.Facing people from different level,class and status.People who are having same colour of hair but with different heart.
The one who always being pampered and dependent by own parents, finally get to see what's the true colour of the world.It isn't an easy task but I know someday, I really need to learn to settle things on my own.

It is okay.I mean my job.Overall,jerry is kind of a nice boss.But when you think a pearl is pure and clear,somehow it lies a black patch on it's back.A book which can't be judge by the appearance.I still can't believe what my colleague did.Annie cried at first and me and nic was staring her like a blank paper.Till I get to know what happened to jenny from nic who told by jerry.I couldn't get it why she did that.Some people find it thrilling after doing that but I guess she is not one of it? Still, I hope she realises her mistake and be a freshman after it.

Crimes and crimes after one and another.It is just not safe out there.Fear overwhelmed.Sighhh.
Sometimes,I wish those superhero like Batman and Ultraman exist.At least,they have power to control the evil and cover up the good.

Time is ticking.I shall hit the sack now.

When you were hoping for a rainbow and it came out 8 colours instead.

This is over.I mean that freaking 18 months programme.
It was suppose to be a huge relief but it turns out a sigh.The mind is fooling against the other mind.
Those catching up bus as early as 7 and wait at the front of kopitiam.Those baggy eyes with less than 6 hours sleeping.Those plentiful of gibberish notes.Those nerve wrecking moments whenever with rishe,sandy and jin.And they said: "Seriously,I will really miss your lame comical jokes when we leave." I always hear this from friends.I mean it's a good thing.That I always make the one beside me roar out loudly with their mouth open from ear to ear.The unwanted yet unbearable seconds making me to feel heavy lifted.

4 days passed since the day we end it.It should be quite enjoyable but it started to get bored.Mum had been dragging me to find job since the first day I started my lay back time.And the worst part is I haven't make up my mind on what's my next phase.Manchester offered me but I haven't give them a reply.I know.Mum wouldn't approve with this as this is a no-way-thing for her.I only could stare at the confirmation letter blankly.

3rd of June.This day will be stuck in my mind eternally.I guess every Triple S cherish this day in their heart forever.No words can describe those moment.It's all about green wave.

Will be updating regularly.Catch up with everything soon :)

The awesome-PM12.

I'm a plasticine surrounded by cactus.

It's hard to persist something when you're not intend of doing it.
It's just a month away. Still being the old immature me just like a dozen months ago.
I'm not sure whether this attitude is being loyal or stubborn. Lighting up a fire using eraser may be easier than for me to change my manner.

Being the youngest in the family,I couldn't throw out my temper as I don't qualify it.I only could hold the grudge and let it dissipate slowly.Being in front of friends,I couldn't speak out a word as everyone has their unsolved puzzle.I only could let the flame burst into ashes.

I wonder how Albert Einstein persist on inventing his quantum theory and won a Nobel prize.His willpower was as strong as steel bullets.Take my hats off.

I'm climbing a mountain with no end.

The moon and stars used to be my best friend.

I know it's been a long time.But I didn't forget to visit blogs.
Screw the 18 months programme.Alright,we're ending it in 3 months.Super senior is graduating soon.

Will try to update more.Believe me.

Snow in summer and hot sun in winter.

Hey it's been a while since I visit this page.I mean my own blog.
Things had been so crazy for the last 2 months.The first major exam drove us mad yet survive a little.The last one will not leave any chance for survival.College is fine for me.Still, those chasing of wild dog of lessons and the assignments killer lead to you in a suffocating minute.Exactly 6 months from now,I'll be waving to my mates and the cold building of TCSJ with no escalator.For a moment,I'm so gonna miss those moment.For the next minute, my another part of life begins again.I'm still in an undirectional path which lead no where in the middle of sea.

I took a wrong path with a dim torch and yet I have to move on with the rest of battery life in the torch.I wonder it will glows till the end.
All I want is to lead a normal and happy life.Things seems evolved the other way round.They seems not to understand the reason of me not following their choice.Their fear,indecision and hesitation is all I understood.But different people have different shoes.Try to wear mine and I wear yours,the fitness of foot isn't the same.There are things which can't be compressed and stretched.It will eventually reach a breaking point.
Hope someday they will comprehend and accept what is gonna be.

It's been a year.It seems like I just ended my major exam,SPM in last month.A few more days and a full 18 years of living in this world will be hitting soon.19 years old.I didn't expect that I will reach this age in that fast.People really do grumble when their root haven't grab the soil and upset when their leaf is withered.

Christmas will be a tiny different this year.Celebration with family may be a fun thing(hope so).All I want for Christmas is a day filled with joyous moment.Last night,I dreamt a Rudolph rode by Uncle Santa and invaded into my room.He gave me a piece of advice and I seems to grasp about it.Hmmm...
Anyway,wish everyone an early Merry Christmas :)

Rolling ball become roly poly.

Everything is moving non stop.Hectic year.Miserable schedule.Unbearable moment.
Things past.Shall update soon during the holiday.
Sorry and thanks.


By the way,I've promise myself,I will get a set of drum and pick up some lesson as soon as I accomplish my a level.



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